Today another day, another worry and so forth. I am short on funds yet again. What is wrong with me? Why cant I wisely spend money and balance my check book? I seem to take after the Duran side of my family... or at least my mother. Come to think about it growing up I never had a good example of finances. My mom and dad were not very good at it. Maybe that's why I am so bad at it.. well I can't really blame anyone else but myself. I need to be a big girl and take care of my business regardless of what I "DON'T" know. I guess learn by myself how to budget and spend right. Yeah the pains of trying to grow up and live independently is hard. I'm 25.. i think I should really start taking things more seriously about it. Mom is not always going to be there for me. I need to realize that one day... it will just be myself and my own choices I can depend on.
Today, I realized I over spent... and I should of better prepared in advance for the things I have to take care of financially. I am stuck... because I have to figure it out. I can't call mom.. because she is out of the country and shouldn't be bothered with me right now. I need to take her being out of the country as a learning experience for me and an eye opener that again she will not always be around.
So, I am thinking and plotting about how to fix this!
Aye me!
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