I watched Bridget Jones Diary for the first time tonight! I have to say that I loved it. I wish I would of watched it a long time ago. I really was really wrapped up in the story.. its a love story... so of course at the end I was a bitter bitter woman. Why can't men be like that in real life?? Mr. Mark Darcy, (played by my favorite Collin Firth) GOD BLESS HIM!!! He is such a gorgeous man. Not to mention always able to sweep the female audiences off their feet with his cunning charisma, his sexy straight face, his seducing deep eyes!!!!!

Every time I watch these romance movies I get all worked up in my fantasies. I use to daydream about my Knight in white and shinning armor. Then the whole never ending love story and happy romance. Showered with words of endearment, adoration, tokens of affection, and the little things. But, I get brought back to reality that men like that ONLY DO exist in the movies! Men like that are not real.. the are made up.. imagined.. fantasied about... In reality though I do deserve some of that!! I am a great girl with a big heart.. I deserve to be given the romance I want. So, why not dream it... why not seek it... why not desire it.... maybe one day I will actually get it.

Until then I will just settle for watching it in movies as I "SIGH" in prolonged hopefullness.