I watched Bridget Jones Diary for the first time tonight! I have to say that I loved it. I wish I would of watched it a long time ago. I really was really wrapped up in the story.. its a love story... so of course at the end I was a bitter bitter woman. Why can't men be like that in real life?? Mr. Mark Darcy, (played by my favorite Collin Firth) GOD BLESS HIM!!! He is such a gorgeous man. Not to mention always able to sweep the female audiences off their feet with his cunning charisma, his sexy straight face, his seducing deep eyes!!!!!

Every time I watch these romance movies I get all worked up in my fantasies. I use to daydream about my Knight in white and shinning armor. Then the whole never ending love story and happy romance. Showered with words of endearment, adoration, tokens of affection, and the little things. But, I get brought back to reality that men like that ONLY DO exist in the movies! Men like that are not real.. the are made up.. imagined.. fantasied about... In reality though I do deserve some of that!! I am a great girl with a big heart.. I deserve to be given the romance I want. So, why not dream it... why not seek it... why not desire it.... maybe one day I will actually get it.

Until then I will just settle for watching it in movies as I "SIGH" in prolonged hopefullness.

Been a minute!

So, it has been a minute since I have blogged my thoughts, ideas, and life issues. Latest updates about Allie's life....

1. Finally finished my application process for APU. So, now it's a waiting game... I am also trying to apply for grants, scholarships and money!!
2. I am enrolled at a community college to gain my JR. status before I get to APU. I am taking four classes. I am at full time status. I am not too overloaded because I only go to school on Mondays and Wedensdays. Not bad at all!!
3. I have decided just recently I want to write a book. A fantasy novel based on fairies, witches and warlocks. Good and evil forces.. light and dark. I am really excited about this, but have no clue really how to go about doing this.. but I am reading a beginners book on writing novels. =) So, we will see where this goes. I will keep you updated.
4. I offically decided I am not happy with my day job. I work guest services for a day spa. I answer the phones and book appts all day and deal with angry stupid stuck up clients ALL DAY!! I think it's driving me insane and bringing me down by draining the life out of me. I just realized this the other day. I realized that each time I have to come here I get so negative and frustrated because I dont want to be here..... I THINK IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON FROM THIS JOB. So, I am in the process of looking around for who is hiring. I cant take anything less then $12.


Stay tuned for more updates later...

Still....sick!

My weekend has come and gone. I have been sick this whole weekend. Not fun at all. I thought this cold was small and would be easily destroyed. But this bugger is holding on... I'm not able to shake it. It's set up camp and is holding my immune system hostage!!!!!!!!!!

The eve of a new month...

The last night of January and the eve of a new month I am home sick. I have a bit of chest congestion/aching muscles/headache/ sore throat. Not my idea of a fun evening. I was suppose to be a friends birthday party. A bunch of us girls were going to be all dolled up and go out for a friends 27th birthday. But, I had to stay home to care for my cold. Which is the wise choice for me to do because I have a busy week coming up. I cant afford to be sick!
Tonight I am sitting at my computer desk surrounded by lite candles drinking green tea with lemon, sucking on cough drops and breathing in sexy vapor rub. haha (attractive I know.) I am glad I caught this cold in the beginning. It could of got worse especially if I went running around tonight. Good night.. JANUARY